I just wanna say that I'm thankful for meeting him. I know it's all religious and stuff, but I really feel that everything happens for a reason. There are so many lessons to be learned in life and surely in all this there are plenty. I know God can see the bigger picture when I'm like bro, I don't get it. He really was so amazing. In my warped mind I think, maybe he will change, maybe he will read my story and realize it's all about him. Maybe he will be the man of my dreams and we will fall in love again. Maybe it will work out in the end. But I'm not wishing for that. I just wanna sit back and see what happens. I wanna be someone's sun (my sun's sun).
So, I'm going to Lebanon. lol. I won't tell him I'm there. I'm going to put myself on the road and leave the rest up to fate. I'll stay for as long as it takes to reach a conclusion or if I run out of money.
This time will be different. I will explore on my own and with my friends. I will enjoy walking, I will pay attention to detail, to the streets, to the lights, to the food, and even to the plants (if I can find any). I'm going to live in the moment. I will pay attention, listen carefully, use all my senses and follow my heart.I just want to live (learn).
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